Sunday, March 28, 2010
GREAT! I NEVER STUDY FOR THE WHOLE OF WEEKEND, i think i can go and bang wall le. OMG, i really should feel terribly guilty about not studying and should start mugging HARD! but there's simply so many things coming this 2 weeks... talks to attend , lectures and 1 yr anniversary with beebee!
i told him that i gonna blog about him, YES! BLOG ABOUT HIM. Have you seen a human-pig? not about size but those that can SLEEP ANYTIME ANYWHERE ANY SITUATIONS!I met one, his name is called ivan tan! i've experienced once when he just FELL ASLEEP while i was talking about emotional stuffs( i'm very sad at that moment). Suddenly, i heard no voice and i just "hello! hello! hello!", a faint voice replied...hellloooooo. he damn smart, he fell asleep but he lied to me and said" sorry, i was thinkng about something" so initially i thought he is really PONDERING... till the second time happened. Once again, no reply while i was talking on the phone and this time i start to suspect if he was sleeping and he FINALLY ADMITTED, he also admitted that he fell asleep the previous time.
From then on, i know that i have a piggy boyfriend, dunno whether to laugh or cry. Laugh cause he can just fell asleep so easily like nobody's business and cry cause he also can fell asleep even though we just quarrelled! OMG RIGHT? if we quarrel at night, his theory now is...SLEEP FIRST, tmr then coax gf! OMG OMG OMG, feel like killing him U KNOW!
ivan tan, i really warn you lo.... ONE DAY ONE DAY, I MAY BE SUPER MAD AT YOU AND B-U cause U SLEEP TOO MUCH AND IGNORE ME! omg.... why like that???? tian ah!!!!!
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Sunday, March 14, 2010
i retyped this entry like 5 times and i still dunno how to phrase it because there's simply so many things going on in my head. i dunno... sometimes i wonder if single is better for me?
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Thursday, March 11, 2010
HELL TO MY DAD'S BOSS. he belongs to the hell... yes yes yes he belongs there. i hate him i hate him i hate him. i dunno i dunno, i dun want this to happen. what the heck, i feel very flustered now. i cant help, i cant do anything. arghhhhh
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Tuesday, March 09, 2010
LAST PRELIM PAPER! OMG!!!
haiz, i do hope it will end soon but after prelim papers also mean FINALS IS COMING! omg studying for prelims makes me realise that there are actually so many things i don't understand. Prelims is good in a way as it forces me to study but it demoralises me too. ESPECIALLY for CF! My CF paper is like shitty shit la. The days before cf paper was hell and today was HELL'S HELL. i actually trembled abit when i saw the questions, totally stunned. can u imagine me flipping the paper again and again cause i don't know which questions should i choose to do! why? CAUSE I DUNNO AT ALL... ok maybe not all but 80%? is bad enough. i don't think i will even pass cause i attempted 40% of the paper??
totally stressed this few days and i guess more stress days or weeks will come. i resort to chocolates and more chocolates to destress. As a result, i end up COUGHING AGAIN. like coughing badly again. i keep forgetting to ask my mum to buy bananas though. lol. i feel so unhappy... 2010 seems a bad year for me. i've been feeling unhappy since Jan. Did cheer up every now and then but i will be back to the sad state at times. i tend to think alot, dunno why.. be it friendships, love and even family. so i guess is everything. i always tell myself don't think so much, but i just cant control. IT'S IN ME... Oh maybe i just need more bananas. it has a long time i eat banana, cause my mum thinks banana will worsen cough. i miss eating banana..lol
On a random note, i feel super hungry when i study. is it because my stomach is linked to my brain juice? my brain juices is depleting so i need food to compensate that? hahaha more energy to supply my tiny winy brain. Last time, if u ask me to decide what to eat.. i will look at you and say dunno..no preference..no cravings..
NOW, i wanna eat alot of things la.
Macdonalds- egg mcmuffin, pizza hut, santouka ramen, aston's ribeye, timbre's duck pizza, KFC, ichiban, suki yaki's steamboat, porridge from some shop in centrepoint, chomp chomp.... and the list goes on
on a happier note, i did satisfy some of the food above but NOT ENOUGH! I WANT MORE. i'm a hungry ghost now. food makes me happy. more food makes me happier. :))
Tuesday, March 09, 2010
Saturday, March 06, 2010
Thanks beebee for comforting me last night! he is the best! Suddenly have another kind of perspective and i feel so glad that i finally 'wake' up. i shall not procrastinate anymore. JUST DO IT
Saturday, March 06, 2010
Friday, March 05, 2010
One may say the money is not everything, it may not bring happiness, it may not means good health. BUT without money, one may not able to maintain good health, may not be happy because there's so many things that couldnt be done. Sometimes, just feel that if i have more money, i can buy more things.. things that can make me happy. i can do activities that i want. i can travel to many many places. I feel so happy when i'm an unknown country, one may not know how happy i am when i travel. But sometimes, it is not up to me to decide whether i can travel. I want to learn alot of things but how much can i achieve. I can eat all the good food whenever i want and not think of the budgets. Sometimes just thinking if i have more money, if i can do abit more, can eat better food, can learn more things. can do braces, can learn driving... i hope i can tio TOTO but haha?? i dun even buy all these gambling stuffs. when i work ba....
Friday, March 05, 2010